March 2009
28 posts
“i’m alive but i worry myself to death, most of the time. i’m a hard...”
– take cover, “letting go”
“look, i’m telling you right off the bat i’m high maintenance, so i’m not gonna...”
– eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
(this movie will always be my favorite.)
i'm sorry about the two posts in one night thing..
but i’ve been crying in my bed for three hours now and i know that’s so fucking emo but i just need to know that someone cares about me. cause i’ve lost faith in every single fucking person in my life.
got your scars on my wrist, you're safe inside my...
i’m just going to type about this really wonderful thought i had today while i was riding the path train back to hoboken tonight to try and keep my mind off of how fucking frustrated i am.
from my seat on top of my navy blue vera bradley duffel in the corner of the hoboken bound path train (full of drunk 20 and 30 somethings and the occasional homeless person), i couldn’t help but to...
“all that he wants is to see someone he respects without their clothes.”
this is driving me fucking crazy. steven gave me the best advice the other night and i’m going to take it. i hope that when all this is said and done that you’ll realize what i’ve been trying to convey for months now. stupid little boy, i’m such a stupid little girl for you.
i’m giving you so much of me and you never have anything to say (which i’m hoping is due to the fact that you just aren’t good with conveying your thoughts into words). i am making you aware of every flaw so that in the event that you do feel the same was as i do, that you’ve already grown accustomed to, and possibly even a liking for, my flaws: i talk too fast, act too...
and i swear on every inch of my lungs.
i’m delusional and haven’t slept at all but i’m so proud of myself because last night i let you touch me all over and i didn’t feel a thing. my body didn’t shiver like it used to. i didn’t have to hold my breath. i didn’t kiss you when you were pulling me in. how did it feel to know that the girl that used to be so hopeless for you didn’t reciprocate...
i'm just grumpy and i want to scream.
really? really? can you not see how fucking frustrated i am?!? and why i’m fucking feeling this way?!? jesus christ, are you fucking blind? fuck fuck fuck.
forget him you're what i'm waiting for.
“you ask me, you ask me how i got to know you just by speaking on the phone? isn’t is crazy how the thought of my touch wakes you up when you’re alone?”
today i was good at keeping you out of my head. but who am i kidding really? it’d just be really nice to see some of my feelings reciprocated every once in a fucking while.
today was one of those days where i didn’t...
i’m very high and in one of those thinking sprees where i’m all optimistic and wishful and unrealistic. and right now, it’s about you (well you - AND me really, since i am only temporary and you, however, are in my head all of the time). regardless. it’s dark in my room, but i’m somehow not afraid. it’s dark and we’re lying on the cold, antique wooden foor...
dear danielle, grow the fuck up and stop being a stupid little girl. speak up, thank you.
i am finally going to simplify these horribly coded posts i’ve been writing over the past few weeks. simply put, i like the way you make me feel. i like the way you sound when you laugh. i like that you talk too loud like me. i like that you drink too much. i like you and it’s so silly. and the more i type, the more obvious this is going to be. i’m such a little girl.
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i am finally going to simplify these horribly coded posts i’ve been writing over the past few weeks. simply put, i like the way you make me feel. i like the way you sound when you laugh. i like that you talk too loud like me. i like that you drink too much. i like you and it’s so silly. and the more i type, the more obvious this is going to be. i’m such a little girl.
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i heard this song for the fist time, oddly enough,...
“you talk so loud, that it calms me down.”
you ain't seen nothing like me yet.
“i could make you happy make your dreams come true nothing that i wouldn’t do go to the ends of the earth for you to make you feel my love.”
